Oh, what may be!

I know that yet again, I have disappeared from the blogging world and gotten behind. Life happens, simple as that. I haven't a whole lot of updates to share regarding family changes and such. The boys are growing so quickly. The song "Don't Blink" by Kenny Chesney often comes to mind when I think of life, my boys, and how quickly it really does go by. I have many ideas in the works as far as changes in my life that I feel I may be interested in pursuing. I am learning that there is nothing holding me back but myself. I have always been one to hold back simply because I feel that I "can't" do something or I simply think that it would be impossible because I think I would have no support. Either way, I have finally realized that nothing is truly impossible. If I continue to let God lead my path, I will continue a bright and blessed future. "And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what the will of God is, that which is good and acceptable and perfect." (Romans 12:2) This speaks to me and I think it is pretty clear. As much as I am nervous for changes and pursuing my passions and what I have always wanted to do, I am excited. It's a different excitement. Now, onto the boys (then I will reveal my exciting possibilities). 

Braedyn

 Braedyn is doing wonderful and is healthy as can be since his surgery 2 1/2 months ago. The report did confirm it to be a fibroma but nothing we didn't already know. Since his surgery he has grown 3 1/2 inches! He has become a major chatter box and still as persistent as always (haha!). 

Liam

 Liam is doing great and healthy also. He is learning things at such a rapid speed, it can be a race to catch up. But it is so much fun to watch. He has mastered pulling up, crawling, walking with assistance, and has discovered the stairs (yes, I now barricade them haha) in the past couple months. He is currently working on standing by himself. I'm also proud to say that Liam is still breastfeeding very well and I am so glad we have come so far.

As I was saying earlier, I have been considering some serious pursuing of something I have always had a passion for. I recently inquired the idea of selling Mary Kay and still am considering it but I can't make up my mind fully. I have considered photography and I am pretty certain on it. I enjoy it and my mind is constantly a creative playground. I really am considering it but within time and reason as it does not happen over night. It is a work in progress and will be for quite some time. I have recently decided I need to become more active in my hobbies for my own self, not to be selfish but because everyone needs to do something(s) they enjoy to aid in getting the full extended enjoyment out of life. I will tell more as time goes and things unfold in plan. In other pursuing of hobbies simply because I enjoy them and continue to enjoy them more, I love baking and sewing (as always hehe). 

"Yet those who wait for the LORD Will gain new strength; They will mount up with wings like eagles, They will run and not get tired, They will walk and not become weary." (Isaiah 40:31) To pursue means I have to overcome fears and my social awkwardness but I am totally okay with that. 

I am not as happy at how fast the boys are growing up but I love and am so blessed to watch them grow daily and witness their bond grow stronger. I am excited about my little Liam's birthday however (but not the idea of him already turning 1 in a few months haha). But, with that being said, I should put a close to tonight's major blog post before I write ALL night (because I really could). I hope you are ALL doing great and are all well! xoxo


"I can do all things through him who strengthens me." (Phillipians 4:13)